So, what is the one thing that has happened to me the most in the past month?! People thinking that I'm a student, not a teacher. Sad face... lol. So really, I don't mind that much because I am only 23, and I do kinda look like a 16 year old. However, when you're wearing dress pants, heels, and a nice top, carrying around a clipboard and a set of keys, if you were a teacher, don't you think you'd take a closer look before yelling at me? I mean really, I know I look young, but how many high school students dress like business professionals? And here's the problem I'm struggling with: I don't want to change who I am just because I got a new job. I know, of course, automatically, I step up and be the adult instead of laughing at the jokes kids tell; I know looking professional is just part of the job; I know a new job is huge life change. However, I've already adapted my clothing style A LOT to fit school dress codes (I don't even wear inappropriate things, but I've had to start dressing older than I am), and I'm being an adult. Do I really have to go even further? I don't want to dress all frumpy and get a short haircut to make me look older and act like a mom all the time. Because I'm NOT. But where's the line? Am I still too much like a student? I don't know. Heaven knows I'm a thousand times more comfortable on the other side of a classroom (sitting in a student desk) so I'm sure I'm over analyzing it all, but... I just don't know.
Anyway... the moral of the story is... Mrs. Bernard is NOT a student! Lol.
As you can probably tell, I am just tired and stressed out and going a bit kookoo! So, I'm going to stop dawdling and get ready for bed!
P.S. I miss my loom. Could somebody lend me some extra time so that I can weave this weekend? Lol.
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